Monday, July 18, 2011

i am not happy

1)why?
-because i'm feelin alone, cold.

2)what makes you happy?
-love

3)u seek love?
-maybe and yes. companion. i don't want to sound delirably desperate

4)frens? they can't make u happy?
-yes and no. sincere, works. curiosity and blabbers kills.

5)name your good fren (for now)
-uda and lai bcoz they seem to understand

6)wut about your workplace?
-sux big time. but i love my job. it's the management that drives me mad.

7)other things that makes u happy?
-i'm not sure but maybe meeting up positive and energetic new people. i absorbs energy from people around me. so i like to be surrounded by positive aura people.

8)do you have a best buddy?
-yes.we used to hang out very often long time ago but not that often now.

9)and have the same interests?
-absolutely. but believe me or not, she's opposites to me. many people think that we think alike.

10)wut are you trying to say?
-i wish i could be like her, but i'm just me. she's very open and extroverted while i'm the introvert one. she likes to organizes things. and it's good.

11)what'd you like to tell your friends about yourself?
-that i'm not easily open up stories about me. not even to my best buddy.

12)why?
-because it's my right to do so. so please, accept me for what i am and from what you see.

13)are you trying to be mysterious?
-no. some things we keep it only for our own references in fact, nothing is interesting about me that need to be shared.

14)wut you like the most and keep you happy?
-seeing world, culture, gain knowledge, the adrenaline of rush, cute bloke and music with lotsa energy.

15)your hobbies? that are shy to tell everyone?
err..cooking, gardening and my passion for toiletteries.

16)the most relaxing moment?
-reading a good book in the morning with a smell of burning incense stick plus romantic oldies songs.

17)what you can't say no to?
-late night dinner treat? anyone?

18)pet hate?
-show off and people who are trying to act smart.

19)you are concern aboout..
-time.don't waste my time. a relevant excuse accepted.

20)so you are a strict person?
-i am the yes if i mean it and no is a no. i'm a realist. so give a good reason.

21)you take things seriously. maybe you should slow down.
-i have a drive. i can't slow down. but i'm learning to for my own good sake if you mean it. thanks.

22)favourite past times?
-don't care attitude, fun is my middle name. been there, done that makes me feel superior. experiences makes me stronger and hard as a person (which i don't like the most)

23)now what?
-like the commitment related. bills to pay, future, family, everything should be taken care of. the normal Malaysian-lah.

24)are you happy or not with that?
-happy because i've done what i should when i was a teenager and yeah everyone will face this phase where they should pay the bills..bla.bla.bla. it makes me grow. this is the time that i finally felt like 25.




aku memang simpan barang-barang lama. stok surat 1 kotak kot depa dah bakar. buku banyak kena makan anai-anai masa aku tinggalkan rumah travel sana-sini. tapi masih ada yang dalam good condition tu aku masih simpan. interview rambang terhadap diri sendiri ni dalam timbunan buku catitan aku. seingat aku mungkin masa aku tengah fuckep-up dengan my miserable life. Q n A sorang-sorang. apedehal, sekarang pun lebih kurang je.

fakapla mood tetiba emo.chait.





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